Sunday, 3 November 2019

鮮血の斉唱 (Senketsu no seishou) - Unison of fresh blood - Romaji and Translation

This song is about the girl who is realising what she has done, Mary wasn't a friend, mary was an enemy! She wanted to take advantage of the girl to fulfill her own desire of blood! Mary's voice resounds in her head telling her this:

"Ask for the blood, dye the both hands crimson!
if the sweet act is performed, my desire is filled!" 

 
So the girl goes to church and hopes to seek salvation there at a priest. During the exorcision, Mary breaks through and kills the priest and the girl can't take the madness of the world anymore.

咳を散らす口元 ふらつく足
眩暈 立ちくらんだ世界眺め
身体が求めてた 赤色の雫
 満たされない欲望 抑えた

seki wo chirasu kuchimoto furatsuku ashi
memai tachikuranda sekai nagame
karada ga motometeta sekishoku no shizuku
mitasarenai yokubou osaeta

My mouth scatters coughs and my legs stagger
while dizzy I watch the unmoving world
My body was seeking for drops of red
it was restrained by an unsatisfied desire


こんな はずではなかった
あの夜から とり憑いた 『彼女』
頭の中響く声 渦巻く悪意が蝕んだ

konna hazu de wa nakatta
ano yoru kara toritsuita 『kanojo』
atama no naka hibiku koe uzumaku akui ga mushibanda

This should have never been like this
Since that night 『The bloody girl』had taken over
in my head, a voice resounded and the whirling evil spirit destroyed me

“鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
 その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

"Ask for the blood, dye the both hands crimson!
if the sweet act is performed, my desire is filled!"  

"Seek for the blood, let's dye your both hands in crimson!
If that sweet act is performed, it will satisfy my desire"


—それは 抗う事の出来ない
支配された思考だったから・・・・・・

—sore wa aragau koto no dekinai
 shihaisareta shikou datta kara......

—You cannot deny me
because your thoughts were ruled by me.......


 戸惑うように 雫を舐める私は
 後悔の中 熱い鮮血の味を識った
動かなくなる“小動物”を ただ見つめては
冷めた自己嫌悪を巡らせた

tomadou you ni shizuku wo nameru watashi wa
koukai no naka atsui senketsu no aji wo shitta
ugokanaku naru "sore " wo tada mitsumete wa
sameta jikokeno wo meguraseta

 As if I were bewildered, I licked the drops
Midst my regret, I became aware of the flavour of warm, fresh blood
I could only look at the "small animal (that)" that couldn't move anymore
I became cold, and became surrounded by self-hatred

汚れ散らす口元 赤く染まる
鏡 映りこんだ自分眺め
身体が覚えてた 赤色の果実
鳴り止まない 声は続いてた

yogorechirasu kuchimoto akaku somaru
kagami utsurikonda jibun nagame
karada ga oboeteta sekishoku no kajitsu
nariyamanai koe wa tsudzuiteta

I dyed my filthy mouth in red
I looked at my reflection in the mirror
I remembered my body, it had become a fruit of red
the voice that rang forever continued

苦く 錆びた鉄のように
広がる味 興奮覚えた
この悪夢を祓おうと 招いた神父に手をかける

nigaku sabita tetsu no you ni
hirogaru aji koufun oboeta
kono akumu wo haraou to maneita shinpu ni te wo kakeru

Bitter like rusty iron
the taste filled me, I remembered her excitement
to exorcise this nightmare, I asked a Catholic priest for help


 “鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
 その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

"Ask for the blood, by the both hands, crimson!
 If that sweet act is performed, then my desire is filled!"

"Seek for the blood, let's dye your both hands in crimson!
If that sweet act is performed, it will satisfy my desire"


—祈り 捧げる 光の十字 黒く深い闇が包み込む・・・・・・

— inori sasageru hikari no juuji kuroku fukai yami ga tsutsumikomu ......

— Devoted to prayers, a cross of light wrapped up the deep black darkness......

貪るように 雫を啜る私は
本能のまま 歪む牙を突きたて笑う
冷たくなった“神父”を ただ見下ろして
熱く滲む涙を零した

musaboru you ni shizuku wo susuru watashi wa
honnou no mama igamu kiba wo tsukitate warau
tsumetaku natta "sore" wo tada mioroshite
atsuku nijimu namida wo koboshita

As if I was indulged, I sipped the drops
I pierced him with my fangs, just as how my instinct was, twisted, and I laughed
I could only look down at "the priest (that)" whose body had become cold
I shed warm tears

“鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

"Ask for the blood, dye the both hands crimson!
if the sweet act is performed, my desire is filled!"  

"Seek for the blood, let's dye your both hands in crimson!
If that sweet act is performed, it will satisfy my desire"


—耳を 塞いで慟哭しても
響き渡る 鳴り止まない声

— mimi wo fusaide doukoku shite mo
hibiki wataru nariyamanai koe

— I covered my ears and lamented
 yet the unstoppable voice rang through

 狂いそうな世界で叫ぶ私は
背徳の中 罪悪感 もう戻らない
凍り付いた願いに 別れを告げて
赤く染まる涙を流した

kuruisou na sekai de sakebu watashi wa
haitoku no naka zaiakukan mou tomaranai
kooritsuita negai ni wakare wo tsugete
akaku somaru namida wo nagashita

I screamt in the world that has gone mad
Amidst the immorality, I had feelings of guilt, but I couldn't turn back anymore
I announced farewell to my desire that had gone cold
And I shed tears dyed in red

幸せな私の追憶 (shiawase na watashi no tsuioku) - Reminiscence of my Happy Times - Romaji and translation

The second song is called "Reminiscence of my Happy Times". This song can be connected to the second song in Maisery, which is called "Deep Red Reminiscence" which describes the memories of the bloody queen. At the beginning I kind of disliked the song, but after working on the translation, it really grew on me. In this song the past of the girl is described. She was abandoned because of sickness and nobody had interest in her. One day an eldery couple adopted her and she lived with them happily. One day they gave her a mirror and she was incredibly happy. Yet, the loneliness in her spread again when the couple went on a trip, she then performed the ritual of summoning.... as described in song 1 of this cd. Mary comes out of the mirror and promises to be her friend, on one condition, she must give her blood (not neccesarily hers as you will see in song 3 and 4.....).

やせ細る身体を震わせても、誰も興味を抱かないと
幼く捨てられた私だけど、そんな事もう知ってたから
優しく手を伸ばす“老夫婦”に出会えてから、今までの世界が弾けて消えた
私に居場所を与えてくれた その笑顔、光の様に・・・・・・

yasehosoru karada wo furuwasete mo, dare mo kyoumi wo idakanai to
osanaku suterareta watashi dakedo, sonna koto mou shitteta kara
yasashiku te wo nobasu "futari" ni deaete kara, ima made no sekai ga hajikete kieta
watashi ni ibasho wo ataete kureta sono egao, hikari no you ni ......

I was abandoned at young age.  I became so thin that my body trembled, nobody had interest in hugging me, I knew it from the very start. Only because of an "eldery couple (them)" that I met, stretched out their hand to me with kindness. The world up until then burst open and disappeared.
They gave me a place to belong, their laugh was as bright as light

『透き通る星空』 『深い海原』 『写す川』
『移り行く自然』 『風の匂い』 『景色』

『sukitooru hoshizora』『fukai unabara』『utsusu kawa』
『utsuriyuku shizen』『kaze no nioi』『keshiki』

『A clear starry sky』 『A deep ocean』 『A picture of a river』
『The changing of the seasons』 『The scent of the wind』 『The scenery』


“老夫婦”の話す旅の土産話に心躍らせて笑う

"futari" no hanasu tabi no miyakebanashi ni kokoro odorasete warau

The "couple (them)" told tales about their travels, which sent my heart aflutter and I laughed


その日は 「それだけじゃないよ」 と、大きな鏡
渡された“贈り物”にはしゃぎ、咳き込んだ私を
心配そうに見つめて 「古い物だけど、気に入ったなら良かった」 と笑っていた

sono hi wa 「sore dake janai yo」  to, ookina kagami
watasareta "present" ni hashagi, sekikonda watashi wo
shinpaisou ni mitsumete「furui mono dakedo, kiniita nara yokatta」to waratteita 

That day they said「this is not everything」and handed me with a mirror
I was so happy with the present that I suddenly started coughing violently
They looked at me with a sorrowful look, but then they replied while smiling「Even though it is old, we are happy that you like it」

“老夫婦”は旅に出掛け、一人きり 寂しさを紛らわせる日々
心ざわついてた私だけど、鏡の前なら落ち着いた
透明な世界を写す鏡の中は、もう一人の私が笑いかけた
表裏一体の私の姿、何よりも美しかった・・・・・・

"futari" wa tabi ni dekake, hitorikiri  sabishisa wo magirawaseru hibi
kokoro zawatsuiteta watashi dakedo, kagami no mae nara ochitsuita
toumei na sekai wo utsusu kagami no naka wa, mou hitori no watashi ga waraikaketa
hyouriittai no watashi no sugata nani yori mo utsukushikatta ......

"The eldery couple (them)" went on a trip, and I was alone again, my days were absorbed in loneliness.
My heart became noisy and I could only calm down in front of the mirror
The transparent world that was reflected inside mirror.... in there was another me that grinned
The image in the mirror that was inseperable from my own existence was more beautiful than anything.......


『真夜中の暗闇』 『鏡に向かう』 『一人きり』
『彼女の名』 『三回呼ぶ』 と 現れると

『mayonaka no kurayami』『kagami ni mukau』『hitorikiri』
『kanojo no na』『sankai yobu』to arawareru to

『In the darkness of midnight』 『I faced the mirror』 『All alone』
『I called out her name』 『thrice』 and she appeared


古い絵本に書かれた“物語”想いを馳せて今呼んだ・・・・・・
furui ehon ni kakareta "épistole" omoi wo hasete ima yonda ......
I thought about an old picture book, inside there was a "story (letter)" , and I called......


割れた鏡の向こう側に、血塗れた 『彼女』
現れたその姿見つめて、優しく微笑んだ
「やっと呼び出してくれた」 と冷たく笑う
驚いた心の隙間にとり憑いた・・・・・・

wareta kagami no mukougawa ni, chinureta『kanojo』
arawareta sono sugata mitsumete, yasashiku hohoenda

「yatto yobidashitekureta」 to tsumetaku warau
  odoroita kokoro no sukima ni toritsuita......

The mirror shattered and on the other side there was, a 『girl』covered in blood
I looked at the figure that just appeared, and I smiled gently
 「Finally you called out for me」she laughed coldly
And she made her way into my astonished heart via a crevice and took over...

赤く熱い鮮血に魅入られた 『彼女』
遊ぶ友達が欲しい私

akaku atsui senketsu ni miirareta『kanojo』
asobu tomodachi ga hoshii watashi

『She』who made an entrance and was obsessed by the red and warm fresh blood
And I, who wanted friends to play with


『さぁ これからは二人で、命尽きるまで 最高の“血祭り”を楽しみましょう?』
『saa kore kara wa futari de, inochi tsukiru made saikou no "party" wo tanoshimimashou?』
『Come, from now until your body wears out, shall we enjoy the best "bloodbath" together? 』



 Translation notes:

古い絵本に書かれた“物語”想いを馳せて今呼んだ・・・・・・
furui ehon ni kakareta "épistole" omoi wo hasete ima yonda ......
I thought about an old picture book, inside there was a "story (letter)" , and I called......

I couldn't understand exactly what Yura sings, but it kinda sounded like "épistole"

黒鏡の呪い (Kokkyou no noroi) - The curse of the black mirror - Romaji and Translation

This song is about a girl with poor health, the first paragraph describes how she was living and how she heard the rumour of bloody mary... wanting to have a friend she calls the name thrice and then Mary appears.... and takes over her body!

As Meriole says in her blog, there are three stanza in the song, spread over the three choruses.

呼んだ少女の名は 一度の”好奇心”
The first time, I call the name of the girl out of "curiosity"

招く少女の名は 二度の”寂寥感”
The second time I summon with the name of the girl out of "loneliness"

もう 引き返せない三度目の”呪縛”
The third time, is an inevitable "curse" 


Translation:

I who had poor heath was living
in a room of a certain time-worn mansion.
One day I heard a rumor from outside the window.
The rumor was that by saying the name
of a certain girl three times before a mirror at midnight,
that girl will appear. So I muttered . . . . . .

(Bloody mary (x3))

The blood covered girl who appeared there smiled coldly at me
and pounced at me. My resistance was to no avail
and the girl took over me and attemps to fulfill her
only desire of "wanting to see beautiful blood".
The forbidden words that I muttered thrice transform
themselves into a tale of regret.

暗く 閉ざしていた 扉を開かせて
弱い記憶の中頼りに 呼び覚ます
日が落ちた空 月明かり飲み込む
古い鏡の中 想い馳せて

kuraku tozashiteita tobira wo hirakasete
yowai kioku no naka tayori ni yobisamasu
hi ga ochita sora tsukiakari nomikomu
furui kagami no naka omoi hasete

I opened a door with darkness behind
relying on my weak memory, I awaken
In the sky the sun goes down and is swallowed by the moonlight
Inside an old mirror, my thoughts come running!

銀色の鏡面に 写った身体見て
吸い込まれた思い 響き合った
不確かな言い伝えは 心に光を灯す

giniro no kyoumen ni utsutta karada mite
suikomareta omoi hibikiatta
futashikana iitsutae wa kokoro ni hikari wo tomosu

Looking at my body, reflected in the silver mirror surface
My thoughts were absorbed and reverberated
an uncertain tradition lighted the light inside my heart

呼んだ少女の名は 一度の ‘‘好奇心”
怖い物見たさ 半信半疑 故に狂おしい
満たされぬ 衝動 埋めてくれるのなら
たとえ‘‘幽霊”でもいい

yonda shoujo no na wa hitotabi no "curiosity"
kowai mono mita sa hanshinhangi yue ni kuruoshii
mitasarenu shoudou umetekureru no nara 
tatoe "ghost" demo ii

The first time, I call the name of the girl out of "curiosity"
having seen scary things, half in doubt, consequently I find myself on the verge of insanity
Even if I don't gratify or even if I become buried,
even if it's a "evil spirit (ghost)", I'm still fine with it.

期待を込めて呼び出す 最初の名前を
暗闇の鏡へと

kitai wo komete yobidasu saisho no namae wo
kurayami no kagami e to

I call out the name, for the first time, filled with expectation
towards the dark mirror

赤く 綺麗な血は 心を魅了して
弱い身体動かせて ひたすら求め
孤独な部屋に 閉じ込めた心は
鍵をかけた 扉のように重く

akaku kirei na chi wa kokoro wo miryou shite
yowai karada ugokasete hitasura motome
kodoku na heya ni tojikometa kokoro wa
kagi wo kaketa tobira no you ni omoku

Beautiful red blood fascinates my mind
I earnestly request to have the ability to move my body
My heart was locked in  an isolated room
It was locked and heavy as a gate

反射する鏡面は 全てを拒絶して
真逆の世界から 写し合った
黒いドレスを揺らせて 祈るように呟いた

hansha suru kyoumen wa subete wo kyozetsu shite
magyaku no sekai kara utsushiatta
kuroi doresu wo yurasete inoru you ni tsubuyaita

The reflecting mirror surface rejected everything
It imitated me, from an opposite world
A black dress wavered,  like how I muttered prayers

招く少女の名は 二度の “寂寥感”
寂しくて耐えられない心 故に求めていた
満たされぬ願望 叶えてくれるなら
たとえ“悪霊”でもいい

maneku shoujo no na wa   futatabi no "loneliness"
sabishikute taerarenai kokoro yue ni motometeita
mitasarenu ganbou kanaetekureru nara
tatoe "ghost" de mo ii

The second time I summon with the name of the girl out of "a feeling of loneliness" 
 my heart couldn't bear being lonely, consequently,  I wished for a friend
Even if it does not fulfill my desire, or if it grants my wish
even if it is a ghost, I am still fine with it.

願いを込めて呼び出す 二度目の名前を
黒銀の鏡へと

negai wo komete yobidasu nidome no namae wo
kokugin no kagami e to

I call out the name the second time, filled with my wish
towards the dark mirror

白く痩せた身体 『血塗られた少女』 を呼ぶ
もう 引き返せない三度目の“呪縛”

shiroku yaseta karada 『chinurareta shoujo』 wo yobu
mou hikikaesenai sandome no "curse"

With my white and thin body, I call out to the 『Blood smeared girl』
this third time, is an inevitable "curse" 


割れて写る二人は ひとつになり
満たされた心は 後悔へと

warete utsuru futari wa hitotsu ni nari
mitasareta kokoro wa koukai e to

Breaking out from the projection, the girl in the mirror and I become one
My heart became filled with regret
---

translation notes
満たされぬ 衝動 埋めてくれるのなら
This is a hard to translate stanza due to the -nu stem of the verb and it is not clear whose gratification it is.

Tuesday, 15 October 2019

Romaji Compilation (Sandome)

Welcome to the romaji compilation of the sandome album!
I made this page for all the singing enthousiasts who can't read kanji very well!
Some words (like: Kanji states X, but Yura sings Y. I only capture Y in the romaji) are riddles, so I hope i have deciphered everything correctly!

1. 黒鏡の呪い (Kokkyou kagami no noroi)

 I who had poor heath was living
in a room of a certain time-worn mansion.
One day I heard a rumor from outside the window.
The rumor was that by saying the name
of a certain girl three times before a mirror at midnight,
that girl will appear. So I muttered . . . . . .

(Bloody mary (x3))

The blood covered girl who appeared there smiled coldly at me
and pounced at me. My resistance was to no avail
and the girl took over me and attemps to fulfill her
only desire of "wanting to see beautiful blood".
The forbidden words that I muttered thrice transform
themselves into a tale of regret.

kuraku tozashiteita tobira wo hirakasete
yowai kioku no naka tayori ni yobisamasu
higa ochita sora tsuki akari nomikomu
furui kagami no naka omoi hasete

giniro no kyoumen ni utsutta karada mite
suikomareta omoi hibikiatta
futashikana ii tsutae wa kokoro ni hikari wo tomosu

yonda shoujo no na wa hitotabi no "curiosity"
kowai mono mita sa hanshinhangi yue ni kuruoshii
mitasarenu shoudou umetekureru no nara 
tatoe "ghost" demo ii

kitai wo komete yobidasu saisho no namae wo
kurayami no kagami e to

akaku kirei na chi wa kokoro wo miryou shite
yowai karada ugokasete hitasura motome
kodoku na heya ni tojikometa kokoro wa
kagi wo kaketa tobira no you ni omoku

hansha suru kyoumen wa subete wo kyozetsu shite
magyaku no sekai kara utsushiatta
kuroi doresu wo yurasete inoru you ni tsubuyaita

maneku shoujo no na wa   futatabi no "loneliness"
sabishikute taerarenai kokoro yue ni motometeita
mitasarenu ganbou kanaetekureru nara
tatoe "ghost" de mo ii

negai wo komete yobidasu nidome no namae wo
kokugin no kagami e to

shiroku yaseta karada 『chinurareta shoujo』 wo yobu
mou hikikaesenai sandome no "curse"

warete utsuru futari wa hitotsu ni nari
mitasareta kokoro wa koukai e to

2. 幸せな私の追憶 (Shiawase na watashi no tsuioku)


yasehosoru karada wo furuwasete mo, dare mo kyoumi wo idakanai to
osanaku suterareta watashi dakedo, sonna koto mou shitteta kara
yasashiku te wo nobasu "futari" ni deaete kara, ima made no sekai ga hajikete kieta
watashi ni ibasho wo ataete kureta sono egao, hikari no you ni ......

『sukitooru hoshizora』『fukai unabara』『utsusu kawa』
『utsuriyuku shizen』『kaze no nioi』『keshiki』

"futari" no hanasu tabi no miyakebanashi ni kokoro odorasete warau

sono hi wa 「sore dake janai yo」  to, ookina kagami
watasareta "present" ni hashagi, sekikonda watashi wo
shinpaisou ni mitsumete「furui mono dakedo, kiniita nara yokatta」to waratteita 

"futari" wa tabi ni dekake, hitorikiri  sabishisa wo magirawaseru hibi
kokoro zawatsuiteta watashi dakedo, kagami no mae nara ochitsuita
toumei na sekai wo utsusu kagami no naka wa, mou hitori no watashi ga waraikaketa
hyouriittai no watashi no sugata nani yori mo utsukushikatta ......

『mayonaka no kurayami』『kagami ni mukau』『hitorikiri』
『kanojo no na』『sankai yobu』to arawareru to

furui ehon ni kakareta "épistole" omoi wo hasete ima yonda ......

wareta kagami no mukougawa ni, chinureta『kanojo』arawareta sono sugata mitsumete, yasashiku hohoenda
「yatto yobidashitekureta」 to tsumetaku warau
odoroita kokoro no sukima ni toritsuita......

akaku atsui senketsu ni miirareta『kanojo』
asobu tomodachi ga hoshii watashi

『saa kore kara wa futari de, inochi tsukiru made saikou no "party" wo tanoshimimashou?』

3. 鮮血の斉唱  (Senketsu no seishou)

seki wo chirasu kuchimoto furatsuku ashi
memai tachikuranda sekai nagame
karada ga motometeta sekishoku no shizuku
mitasarenai yokubou osaeta

konna hazu de wa nakatta
ano yoru kara toritsuita 『kanojo』
atama no naka hibiku koe uzumaku akui ga mushibanda

Ask for the blood, by the both hands, crimson!
 If that sweet act is performed, then my desire is filled!"

 —sore wa aragau koto no dekinai
 shihaisareta shikou datta kara......

tomadou you ni shizuku wo nameru watashi wa
koukai no naka atsui senketsu no aji wo shitta
ugokanaku naru "sore " wo tada mitsumete wa
sameta jikokeno wo meguraseta

 yogorechirasu kuchimoto akaku somaru
kagami utsurikonda jibun nagame
karada ga oboeteta sekishoku no kajitsu
nariyamanai koe wa tsudzuiteta

nigaku sabita tetsu no you ni
hirogaru aji koufun oboeta
kono akumu wo haraou to maneita shinpu ni te wo kakeru

Ask for the blood, by the both hands, crimson!
 If that sweet act is performed, then my desire is filled!"

— inori sasageru hikari no juuji kuroku fukai yami ga tsutsumikomu ......

musaboru you ni shizuku wo susuru watashi wa
honnou no mama igamu kiba wo tsukitate warau
tsumetaku natta "sore" wo tada mioroshite
atsuku nijimu namida wo koboshita

Ask for the blood, by the both hands, crimson!
 If that sweet act is performed, then my desire is filled!"
 
— mimi wo fusaide doukoku shite mo
hibiki wataru nariyamanai koe

kuruisou na sekai de sakebu watashi wa
haitoku no naka zaiakukan mou tomaranai
kooritsuita negai ni wakare wo tsugete
akaku somaru namida wo nagashita

4. 血塗られた彼女の追憶 (Chinurareta kanojo no tsuioku)


sarasara to kagayaku nagai kami wo nabikasete
giragira to hikari afureru michi aruita
hirahira to sukaato no suso  yurashi susumu watashi wa
kurakura to taoreru hodo ni yume ni daiteita

mitasareteta sekai wa kawaranai to shinjiteita
akaku somatta hanabira wo mitsumete
kidzukazu ni hibiiteita kiteki no oto
kono inochi owari wo tsugeta

yurayura to samayou inochi "karada" mioroshita
kirakira to makichirashiteru akai shizuku
chirachira to nozoita joucho utsukushii to omotta
harahara to koboreta namida kanashiku wa nakute

watashi ga kie sekai wa nanimo kawaru koto wa nakute
hitori samayoi ibasho wo motometeta
watashi no na yobidasu koe hibikiwataru
teguriyose mitsuketa

yondekureta shoujo no koe wa watashi wo michibiita
hososugiru sono karada ni chikadzuki
mushibamu you ni yume wo kuraitsukushita
『nitamono doushi igokochi no ii anata no
sono inochi tsukihateru made watashi to tanoshimashou?』
futari de motome futari de sugoshita hibi wa
amaku moeru you na gensou ni kawari kaikan ni kidzuku
yondekureta shoujo no kuchi wa watashi no koe no mama
makikonda sono "karada" ni chikadzuki
mushibamu you ni niku wo kuichirakashita

『nitamono doushi tsuujiau kono watashi to
sono inochi furueru hodo no koufun wo nouri ni kizamimashou? 』

5. 絶望の四重奏 (Zetsubou no quartet)

shizumiyuku seijaku wo kakikeshitayamanai koe no "rondo"
aimai ni ochiteyuku saki de towa ni hibiiteta
tadoritsuku sekai no mirai sae mo
amasazu ni doko made mo nigasanai to

yami no naka de  uzuku shoudou osaete mo
karada wa kairaku wo motometeta
mibuku hikaru yaiba nigiri susumu
"futari"ga kaetta shinshitsu he

yasashii hikari wa  kyouki wo terashi
"futari" e furikazasu

yawarakana ansoku wo hikisaita
zetsubou no "quartet"
kyougaku ni kooritsuku hitomi watashi wo utsushita
haitoku no sekai wa shokuzai sae
yurusazu ni  itsumade mo oitsumeteta

koukai no naka udzuku shoudou tomerarezu
atama ni nari hibiku 「tarinai」to
"uchi" ni himeta sekishoku no chi kidzuku
naniyori mo akaku utsukushii

semarikuru yami ni kyouki wo sasage
watashi e tsukitateru

haritsumeta chinmoku wo kirisaita
shuuen no "fantasia"
afuredasu shinku no izumi wa taemanaku nagare
suukou na sekai wo mitasu shinku
moeagaru kyouran ni maku wo orosu

"Ask for the blood, by the both hands, crimson!
If the sweet act is performed, then my desire is filled!"  

meguri mawaru "requiem"
owaranai uta wo
utaitsudzuketeita "Bloody mary"
kaihousareta to namida koboshi watashi wa sora e noboru
tsunagareta kusari kanojo no egao ga hikimodoshi
shizumiyuku seijaku wo kakikeshita
yamanai koe no "rondo"
aimai ni ochiteyuku saki de towa ni hibiiteta
tadoritsuku sekai no mirai sae mo
awasazu ni doko made mo nigasanai to

Monday, 14 October 2019

Kanji Transcription Compilation Page (Sandome)

暗闇の中で、私を三回呼んで?

1. 黒鏡の呪い

作編曲、作詞:Paspal
歌:葉月ゆら


I who had poor heath was living
in a room of a certain time-worn mansion.
One day I heard a rumor from outside the window.
The rumor was that by saying the name
of a certain girl three times before a mirror at midnight,
that girl will appear. So I muttered . . . . . .

(Bloody mary (x3))

The blood covered girl who appeared there smiled coldly at me
and pounced at me. My resistance was to no avail
and the girl took over me and attemps to fulfill her
only desire of "wanting to see beautiful blood".
The forbidden words that I muttered thrice transform
themselves into a tale of regret.

暗く 閉ざしていた 扉を開かせて
弱い記憶の中頼りに 呼び覚ます
日が落ちた空 月明かり飲み込む
古い鏡の中 想い馳せて

銀色の鏡面に 写った身体見て
吸い込まれた思い 響き合った
不確かな言い伝えは 心に光を灯す

呼んだ少女の名は 一度の ‘‘好奇心”
怖い物見たさ 半信半疑 故に狂おしい
満たされぬ 衝動 埋めてくれるのなら
たとえ‘‘幽霊”でもいい

期待を込めて呼び出す 最初の名前を
暗闇の鏡へと

赤く 綺麗な血は 心を魅了して
弱い身体動かせて ひたすら求め
孤独な部屋に 閉じ込めた心は
鍵をかけた 扉のように重く

反射する鏡面は 全てを拒絶して
真逆の世界から 写し合った
黒いドレスを揺らせて 祈るように呟いた

招く少女の名は 二度の “寂寥感”
寂しくて耐えられない心 故に求めていた
満たされぬ願望 叶えてくれるなら
たとえ“悪霊”でもいい

願いを込めて呼び出す 二度目の名前を
黒銀の鏡へと

白く痩せた身体 『血塗られた少女』 を呼ぶ
もう 引き返せない三度目の“呪縛”

割れて写る二人は ひとつになり
満たされた心は 後悔へと
 

2. 幸せな私の追憶

作編曲、作詞:Paspal
歌:葉月ゆら 


やせ細る身体を震わせても、誰も興味を抱かないと
幼く捨てられた私だけど、そんな事もう知ってたから
優しく手を伸ばす“老夫婦”に出会えてから、今までの世界が弾けて消えた
私に居場所を与えてくれた その笑顔、光の様に・・・・・・

『透き通る星空』 『深い海原』 『写す川』
『移り行く自然』 『風の匂い』 『景色』

“老夫婦”の話す旅の土産話に心躍らせて笑う

その日は 「それだけじゃないよ」 と、大きな鏡
渡された“贈り物”にはしゃぎ、咳き込んだ私を
心配そうに見つめて 「古い物だけど、気に入ったなら良かった」 と笑っていた

“老夫婦”は旅に出掛け、一人きり 寂しさを紛らわせる日々
心ざわついてた私だけど、鏡の前なら落ち着いた
透明な世界を写す鏡の中は、もう一人の私が笑いかけた
表裏一体の私の姿、何よりも美しかった・・・・・・

『真夜中の暗闇』 『鏡に向かう』 『一人きり』
『彼女の名』 『三回呼ぶ』 と 現れると

古い絵本に書かれた“物語”想いを馳せて今呼んだ・・・・・・

割れた鏡の向こう側に、血塗れた 『彼女』
現れたその姿見つめて、優しく微笑んだ
「やっと呼び出してくれた」 と冷たく笑う
驚いた心の隙間にとり憑いた・・・・・・

赤く熱い鮮血に魅入られた 『彼女』
遊ぶ友達が欲しい私

『さぁ これからは二人で、命尽きるまで 最高の“血祭り”を楽しみましょう?』

 3. 鮮血の斉唱 

 作編曲、作詞:Paspal 
歌:葉月ゆら

 咳を散らす口元 ふらつく足
眩暈 立ちくらんだ世界眺め
身体が求めてた 赤色の雫
 満たされない欲望 抑えた

こんな はずではなかった
あの夜から とり憑いた 『彼女』
頭の中響く声 渦巻く悪意が蝕んだ

“鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
 その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

—それは 抗う事の出来ない
支配された思考だったから・・・・・・

 戸惑うように 雫を舐める私は
 後悔の中 熱い鮮血の味を識った
動かなくなる“小動物”を ただ見つめては
冷めた自己嫌悪を巡らせた

汚れ散らす口元 赤く染まる
鏡 映りこんだ自分眺め
身体が覚えてた 赤色の果実
鳴り止まない 声は続いてた

苦く 錆びた鉄のように
広がる味 興奮覚えた
この悪夢を祓おうと 招いた神父に手をかける

 “鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
 その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

—祈り 捧げる 光の十字 黒く深い闇が包み込む・・・・・・

貪るように 雫を啜る私は
本能のまま 歪む牙を突きたて笑う
冷たくなった“神父”を ただ見下ろして
熱く滲む涙を零した

“鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め上げろ!
その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい!”

——耳を 塞いで慟哭しても
響き渡る 鳴り止まない声

 狂いそうな世界で叫ぶ私は
背徳の中 罪悪感 もう戻らない
凍り付いた願いに 別れを告げて
赤く染まる涙を流した

4. 血塗られた彼女の追憶 

作編曲、作詞:Paspal
歌:葉月ゆら



さらさら と 輝く長い 髪をなびかせて
ぎらぎら と 光溢れる 道歩いた
ひらひら と スカートの裾 揺らし進む私は
くらくら と 倒れるほどに 夢抱いていた

満たされてた世界は 変わらないと 信じていた
赤く染まった 花びらを見つめて
気付かずに 響いていた 汽笛の音
“私”の命 終わりを告げた

ゆらゆら と 彷徨う命“自死体”見下ろした
きらきら と 撒き散らしてる 赤い雫
ちらちら と 覗いた情緒 美しいと思った
はらはら と こぼれた涙 悲しくは無くて

私が消え 世界は 何も変わる事はなくて
一人彷徨い 居場所を求めてた
私の名 呼び出す声 響き渡る
手繰り寄せ 見つけた

呼んでくれた少女の声は 私を導いた
細すぎる その身体に近づき
蝕むように 夢を喰らい尽くした

『似たもの同士 居心地の良い貴女の
その命 尽き果てるまで 私と楽しみましょう?』

二人で求め 二人で過ごした日々は
甘く燃えるような 幻想に変わり 快感に気付く

呼んでくれた少女の口は 私の声のまま
巻き込んだ その“死体”に近づき
蝕むように 肉を食い散らかした

『似たもの同士 通じ合うこの私と
その命 震えるほどの 興奮を脳裏に刻みましょう?』


5. 絶望の四重奏

作編曲、作詞:Paspal
歌:葉月ゆら


沈みゆく 静寂をかき消した
止まない声の“輪舞曲”
曖昧に落ちてゆく先で 永久に響いてた
たどりつく世界の 未来さえも
余さずに 何処までも 逃がさないと

闇の中で 疼く衝動抑えても
身体は 快楽を求めてた
鈍く光る刃握り 進む
“老夫婦”が帰った 寝室へ

優しい光は 凶器を照らし
“老夫婦”へ振り翳す

柔らかな 安息を引き裂いた
絶望の“四重奏”
驚愕に凍りつく瞳 私を写した
背徳の世界は 贖罪さえ
赦さずに 何時までも追い詰めてた

後悔の中 疼く衝動止められず
頭に鳴り響く 「足りない」 と
“体内”に秘めた赤色の血 気付く
何よりも赤く 美しい

迫り来る闇に 狂気を捧げ
私へ突き立てる

張り詰めた 沈黙を切り裂いた
終焉の“幻想曲”
溢れ出す真紅の泉は 絶え間なく流れ
崇高な世界を 満たす辛苦
燃え上がる狂乱に 幕を下ろす

“鮮血を求め、両手を真紅に染め、
その甘美なる行為で、私の欲望を満たすがいい”

巡り廻る“鎮魂歌”
終わらない歌を
歌い続けていた“血塗られた彼女”

解放されたと涙零し 私は天空へ昇る
繋がれた鎖 彼女の笑顔が引き戻し
沈みゆく

静寂をかき消した
止まない声の“輪舞曲”
曖昧に落ちてゆく先で 永久に響いてた
たどりつく世界の 未来さえも
余さずに 何処までも 逃がさないと

Sunday, 13 October 2019

鮮血に捧ぐ三度目の黒鏡 (Senketsu ni sasagu sandome no Kokkyou) CD, Hatsuki Yura x Symholic

Hello everyone, it has been a while. As indicated in a previous post I have started on the transcription and translation of 鮮血に捧ぐ三度目の黒鏡, for short I now call it Sandome or Senketsu!
You can find the crossfade for the CD here
And you can find a post from Meriole here

Bloody Mary... Bloody Mary... Bloody.... Mary.... *sounds of a mirror shattering*
This CD is about a girl with poor health, who catches the rumour of Bloody Mary. The girl is very frail and thin and thus the girl is possessed by Mary.... Then the second song barges in, telling about how the girl was abandoned, but then adopted by a kind eldery couple. She lived happily, until the day she realised she wanted more friends and summoned Mary through the ritual.... Mary takes over and only desires to see beautiful red blood! The girls goes crazy from the ringing voice in her head.... but finally she succombs and ascends to heaven.


So, this CD is linked to both Vengel and Maisery. It is the first entry in the trilogy. While translating this CD, I might discover links that will lead to me editing my Maisery posts.


The track list is as follows:
1. 黒鏡の呪い (Kokkyou no noroi)
2. 幸せな私の追憶 (Shiawase na watashi no tsuioku)
3. 鮮血の斉唱 (Senketsu no seishou)
4.    血塗られた彼女の追憶  (Chinurareta kanojo no tsuioku)
5.    絶望の四重奏 (Zetsubou no Quartet)

I actually thought this was melody wise a pretty decent CD. Sadly Yura has given us better performances on other cds. The order in which I like the songs is as follows:
If I had to rate the songs I'd say 4>3>1>5>2. 4 was one of the first songs of Yura I had heard if I remember correctly. I am still attached to it, because it directly relates lyric wise to song 4 of Maisery (Senketsu ni sasageta joou.....). I think 2 is least catchy for me. This later changed, when I was transcribing I came to love this song!

Song 2 and 4 are inevitably linked, both songs are reminiscences, track 2 of the girl who summoned bloody mary, track 4 is that of Bloody Mary. Track 2 and 4 and 5 are also linked to the CD Maisery
I will translate the titles as follows:
1. The curse of the black mirror
2. The recollection of my happy times
3. Unison of fresh blood
4. The recollection of the blood smeared woman
5. The quartet of despair

 Edit 16/01/2021: Official title of the CD as licensed by Osu. It's not "kuro kagami" but it is "kokkyou"

Sunday, 6 October 2019

深淵 - Abyss + Booklet final pages translation

So the 6th track "Abyss" is an instrumental track that is a music box version of 真紅のレミニセンス(Shinku no Reminiscence) This track marks the end of this CD.
I imagine that this is the sad end of Bloody Mary and Vengel. Bloody Mar.y was killed by Vengel, and she reminiscences the past........ wanting to possess a new (innocent) person......

In black I have transcribed what is written in the booklet. In red is the translation. No romaji is given here, because I think it is not relevant.

お父様は私を殴り、 そしてお母様を刺殺した。
 ― 私の中に眠る最悪の記憶。

My father hit me and then he stabbed my mother to death
- That is the worst memory that lies deep inside me

たどり着いた世界で<<再上映>>され続けたが
不思議と悲しいとは感じなかった。

I finally reached a world in which I was <<revived>> again
Oddly, I did not feel sad.

私はそこで、もう識ってしまっていたのだろう。
花を咲かせたように飛び散る鮮血、その奇麗さを・・・・・・

It seems that I have already made acquaintances.
The loveliness of fresh blood, scattering like blooming flowers......

早く私の名前を呼んで・・・・・・?

Quickly, Why won't you call my name......?


Misery + Mary = Maisery